Help Me Please Just Please Save Me(Saiouma)

A young lady named Kiwi(a.k.a)(fem kokichi) age 16 meets a guy named Shuichi age 17 and anthor boy Rantaro who will she date *tw*(suicidal thoughts)(self harm)(hanahaki disease)(non-despair au)(depression)(bad gammer)(saiouma)(oumamai)(𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒)what challenges are there going to be shuichi is dating anthor girl and Rantaro and kiwi are best and if they break up their friendship will be ruined who will win the young girls heart 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛 if he wins and kiwi does not know the meaning of love and how to love will she learn and believe love