Just Lost Thoughts

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Reads 65
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Parts 15
Time 6m

when I'm in my own little world lost in my thoughts, I seem to contemplate life and wonder why I'm still here, because I shouldn't be, how did I even get this far?

let's take a trip into my thoughts, shall we?All Rights Reserved

death depression self-harm suicide

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