Life on mars. S.B
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Her breathing was heavy, unstable, she was creaking. she stared at herself in the mirror her image was perfect, yet you could see her explode if u looked close enough. Tears begun in her eyes her anger turning into sadness, her breathing more unkept then before, then all over the place. But slowly it seemed to cast down her numbing cold anger setting in her bones, with that she would stand and stare. Stare long enough to convince herself she didn't need her fathers validation, though she knew deep down she needed it more then she needed air.
A story of a girl who was always trying, a story of a girl who's efforts went to waste for she couldn't hold herself as high as she always wanted.
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contains description of
Mental illness
Underage drinking, smoking and drug use
Violence
Swearing
And maybe explicit content
Sirius black x OC
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