Feminine urges

I just finished watching Malena , listening to Lana del Rey and watching femme fatal videos the whole day so now I wanted to write down some feminine urges I have, not all of them are "healthy" or are something I stand by, but I feel like we all have some moments where we have this strange fascinations with these thoughts ( probably bc of society, male gaze, some aesthetics even), so don't take all of them to serious.