Helpless (lams modern AU)
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This feeling...what is it? This feeling... it makes my heart feel like in going to die, yet in a peaceful way. This feeling...it makes my stomach feel like a million fireflies lit up and swarm around me. This feeling...it makes my head feel dizzy, like I may as well faint. This feeling...I think it's love. Yes, yes love. That it what I feel towards John Laurens. The handsome, freckled boy who I call my roommate.
A/N - Hello readers! I'm hoping you enjoy this. This is my first fanfic that I actually promised I would finish ✌️ I hope you enjoy this as much as i have enjoyed writting this. I wil update at least 1 time each week, in no particular schedule. Who knows! Maybe 5 one day, 1 each day, 2 one day and 3 the other? Either way I promise there will be at least 1 update each week. Thank you and happy reading! - Phoenix (your loving author)
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