She told me right in the beginning 'No love allowed' and I accepted. Of course I would. She was any man or woman's dream - a walking, carnal goddess. The minute I'd laid my eyes on her, my brother's warning about senior students flew out the window. Testosterone raged but what I had for her was more than lustful desire. Kids and marriage flashed through my eyes the first time she spoke to me. When she smiled, I almost fell on one knee and asked for her hand in marriage. She wasn't my first girlfriend but was my first in everything else. When she ruined me, she made sure . Having her made me feeling like I owned the world and boy, I did or so I thought. But her... definitely, not her. She was unlike no other and maybe, just maybe that should have been the red flag. The butterfly effect had been from a simple thing - catching feelings. I went from a timid boy with glasses to a man then a monster all because of her. So, I picked it up where she put it down. ©2022. All rights reserved. Please don't steal my stuff.