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Finding yourself

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Reads 139
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Parts 1
Time 7m

gay mate memory-loss

Waking up in a forest all alone with no memory of who you are, were you are, or anything about your life up until that point. I have no friends and nobody who i can rely on. With no friend and no family its rough. I try my best too keep it all together but i dont know how much longer that i can do it before i break. The past will catch up with me eventually and i hope that i can withstand it.

Hey everyone. This is my first time writing a story. I hope that you all like it. I am open to constructive criticism and hope that i can get some to make me a better writer. I am not very good with grammar especially when i write at night which is when i get most of my inspiration so please bare with me. Feel free to message me with your thoughts on the story or just leave a comment. I will read them all and probably replyAll Rights Reserved

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