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So Close Yet So Far

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You may wonder what death feels like, you may even wonder if its a slow process or if it's sudden. I say its both, because to me it was slowly happening and then just like that I was out like a light. Everyone has their own opinion of death, trust me, I have mine. But they say seeing is believing, and now I understand why. Some of you may believe suicide is for attention, or just think they were too weak to live on, maybe some of you think they deserved it, who knows? But for me, it was none of those things, it was me returning to heaven. But I didn't actually go, I felt someone tug on me, as I was rushed to the hospital for overdosing. This is my story, about how my life went from perfect to worse, in a split second. Some of you may laugh, or some of you may cry, but this is my story, the story of how my life  could have ended.Alle Rechte vorbehalten

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My Name is Roxanne Kane

TRIGGER WARNING THIS STORY IS GRAPHIC AND SHOWS DISPLAYS OF VIOLENCE CURRENTLY EDITING Suicide, the very word is enough to make you cringe. Depending on who you are depends on how you view it. You may judge those who commit it by calling them weak willed but then how could you know that? Have you ever felt the grips of sorrow deep within your soul that you feared everything that once made you feel safe? Have you ever been so lost in a sticky heavy darkness that you felt you could never be found? Have you ever looked in the mirror and seen an empty shell looking back? No? I didn't think so. I don't think you should judge something you could never begin to comprehend. But for those of you that have i am truly sorry for what ever pushed you to this edge and i hope that you listen to my tale of woe and do what i should have done first. I am going to tell you the story of how my life spiraled out of control and how i overcame it all. My name is Roxanne Kane and I am going to tell you why I wanted to kill myself.