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Just me venting and writing down my thoughts.
Lots of me just writing random sh!t
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||Started: 1st April 2018.|| ||Ended: 15th November 2018|| some things I think about :) Along with some quotes that I add deeper meaning too. Some things that I talk about in this book are to no one. Some are dreams. Some are nightmares. Also some things in this book haven't happened to me. Its happened to a friend or I saw it on the internet and changed it up. Also my writing changes throughout this shitty book. Enjoy :)) (Previously known as 'Random Thoughts) {Highest ranking: #222, #85 in poem 2018 #666 in deep 0-o ) P.S. I have a great family life and I am not and (hopefully) never will be suicidal. My family means the world to me. ❤Complete
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☏ 𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 . 𝐚 𝐒𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐬𝐚 𝐊𝐢𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐢 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲... ✔︎ ⇨ ミ★ 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 a rather embarrassing misent sext, Y/N starts an unexpected new chapter in her life... One that includes a beautiful curly headed ravenette, and a relationship fueled by lust, sex, and is supposed to be no strings attached. ミ★ 𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐑... things get more and more confusing, when Y/N starts to fall hard. She starts thinking about what would happen if she were to actually date kiyoomi. ミ★ 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍... just when things are starting to look up, and Y/N feels like things might actually be going somewhere, Kiyoomi ends things abruptly... ⇨ 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 & 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎: -𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘𝐗𝐑𝐄𝐃- 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐘, 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋, 𝐎𝐑 𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐀𝐈 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐒. 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓, 𝐄𝐆: 𝐒𝐄𝐗, 𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓. 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.Complete
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