Lost in your own mind
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It's a hurricane at 3am that just won't stop, a rollercoaster falling and never going up. It's hard to find the positives when you live with anxiety, depression, ect. Sometimes though, sometimes Hurricane ends in sunshine, and the rollercoaster finally feels like you're enjoying it.. let's get lost in our own minds, and for the first time.. like it?
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