Hi. This is Toby.
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This is a diary. If you don't know what that mean basically I write down my feelings and thoughts, aswell as like, how my day has been. I am doing this for my own pleasure, and also because I thought it would be a good idea to keep track of my mental state, because I have a habit of forgetting what I am feeling.
Please do not hate, or judge for my own opinions, because again, this is not only for your entertainment, but mostly for my own health. Please do not comment on my grammar if I make any mistakes, because I am not English nor do I come from an English speaking country, and do/will make gramaric errors.
Again reminding that this is NOT fanfiction, and rather more like an, autobiography (I guess?). Everything in this book has and had happened in real life. This I'd a way for me to escape my thoughts, and to just figure out myself more.
(There will be trigger warnings in every chapter, you are not forced to read them all.)
Thank you, have a nice day.
-Tobias
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