The Existential Diaries
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  • Reads 433
  • Votes 45
  • Parts 33
  • Time 4h 29m
Ongoing, First published Mar 01, 2022
Every life is extraordinary if you make the effort to scratch beneath the surface and see what's there, how it got to be the way it is and where it's going. These posts are my means of externalising and codifying parts of my life and thoughts in an effort to reflect. Sometimes it gets heavy, sometimes it's light. Sometimes I want to write about holidays while other times I'm thinking about my missing socks. It's a real mixed bag (so far), but I'm pretty certain that there will be things that you can relate to if you take the time to read a post or two.

The posts are in no particular order and vary greatly, so if you're curious, take a chance and dive into something that tickles your fancy.

Enjoy!
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Evolution

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There are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have been more wrong. Love in this day and age is often confused for manipulation and abuse. The warning signs are here. The things we say will tell us everything that is wrong. You are worth more than what you think you are. It's not your fault. If they tell you otherwise, get out. Burn the bridge. Always remember someone is waiting for you to walk into their life. Someone needs you. Someone loves you. Getting away from all of the wrong people and finding the right ones could save you. I can promise you right now that it saved me. These are the journal entries and selected poems from my first experience of love that left a unpleasant taste in my mouth- quite literally. I am putting this out for the whole world to see because I hope everyone will learn from my experience. People can see. We have no excuses to continue living our lives in ignorance. ...WARNING... HARMFUL THEMES INCLUDING MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND RAPE. THIS HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. RECOVERY AND AWARENESS IS THE PURPOSE OF SHARING. DO NOT READ IF THESE THEMES ARE OFFENSIVE OR HARMFUL TO YOU.