The Existential Diaries
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Every life is extraordinary if you make the effort to scratch beneath the surface and see what's there, how it got to be the way it is and where it's going. These posts are my means of externalising and codifying parts of my life and thoughts in an effort to reflect. Sometimes it gets heavy, sometimes it's light. Sometimes I want to write about holidays while other times I'm thinking about my missing socks. It's a real mixed bag (so far), but I'm pretty certain that there will be things that you can relate to if you take the time to read a post or two.
The posts are in no particular order and vary greatly, so if you're curious, take a chance and dive into something that tickles your fancy.
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