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DAWN OF SHADAWN

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twilightlurkerr

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Ever since he was 10, Shadawn Van River has been living his life hoping to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But with each passing year, his hope diminished to that of a dream out of his reach.  Living in a house dictated by his unpredictably Alcoholic father and manipulative abusive older brother has extracted from him every ability he has to feel any happiness. As things pummel out of control, Shadawn is finally giving up. Giving up on happiness, giving up on himself, giving up on everything, and definitely giving up on his life.

 That is, until he gets a visit from the police.

The visit informed him of the death of his father.

As Morbid and inhumane as it sounds, the news indeed was the only verbal utterance that ever brought him such happiness. 

He was finally free.

Finally free from his father and especially from Liam, his older brother.

Being placed at an orphanage was not a walk in a park, yet he felt safe and was safe. That is until his social worker boards them a ticket to drop him off at his Mother's family. 

Shadawn thought dealing with one brother was torture, but seeing now that he had four more brothers and a sister at the end of his plane ride revived his constant fears. A new family, a new school, yet comes back into his life is a presence he thought he'll never feel again. His Ex-bestfriend.

Will this be the dawn of a new beginning?

or

The dawn of realizing life for him on earth was not worth living.All Rights Reserved

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The Citizen Soldier (DNF) by CheetahBoi

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Myocardium by mireyasatura

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Life after Death: The Afterlife of Hezekiah Chamblee by JayDEvers

After being killed execution-style by his own family, a young man settles in an alternative afterlife and learns how to live. **************** On the day he graduated from high school, Hezekiah Chamblee was killed by his parents all because he wasn't meant to be a part of their American Dream and that he was a product of rape. Shortly after entering into the void between life and death, he is surprised to learn that he was not meant for heaven or hell and he wasn't meant to return to Earth. He is then sent to a simulated world known as "Nexus," where people like him were sent here and that they view an alternate timeline where they don't exist on Earth. It is there that Hezekiah not only views a timeline where he doesn't exist but also meets other teenagers and young adults like him, reunites with a crush from his old life (they being close friends back then), encounters with a sly femme fatale with wicked intentions, and learns about his true origin by both God and Lucifer (the deities being brothers themselves). Meanwhile in the land of the living, word of his death would trigger a butterfly effect that would unleash scandals, change lives, and have one of Hezekiah's younger twin brothers expose the family secrets before the family would completely come to ruin. Follow this story alongside Hezekiah Chamblee as he undergoes dynamic paradigm shifts about himself while learning to finally use his voice as his family's forbidden desires would bring them to their downfall. "What's done in the dark would soon be brought into the light. And what was said in whispers would be shouted loud from the rooftops."

K I N G by TheZombie13

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The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

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Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

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The Citizen Soldier (DNF)

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