i thought i loved him
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elizabeth washington, the girl you wouldn't expect to stand up for herself. she was the girl who was the most intelligent in the room, but never raise her hand to answer a question she knew the answer to. she simply was just too shy.
she saw him. she loved him. she would've done anything for him. she got him, he loved her too. then... she gave up.
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- underage usage of alcohol and drugs
- mentions of self harm
- mentions of psd
- suicide
ALL CHAPTERS THAT CONTAIN ANY WARNINGS FROM ABOVE WILL HAVE A WARING AT THE BEGINNING AND A SUMMARY AT THE END FOR THOSE TOO SENSITIVE TO READ, THANK YOU.
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