we could've had it all

people can be amazing. they're sweet, caring, and they fill a whole in your heart. but they're also incredibly rude and deceiving. they make you feel safe and cared for, but in reality all of them are just a bunch of back stabbers waiting for their chance to get you...that was my luck throughout the months of september 2021 to january 2022.
your own friend group can be the people who hurt you most. that's a lesson i had to teach myself. as much as i felt happy and fulfilled, i didn't realize that i was actually just blind sighted by the real stuff. the lies.