Having anxiety is hard especially when you live the the present of my life now ...
People think your life is perfect , your happy , fall in love like a fairy tail , never have any thing bad happen , people like you . I like that version as much as the next girl douse , but trust me it's just not the truth ...
When I met the most Important people in my life it was great . Thought nothing could get any better till something happened .
The world stops spinning , my heart beat slows , I feel like I'm trapped , I can't breath , One of the YouTubers got rushed into hospital . Panic attacks take over my life , coming close to dying . Every thing is just one big blur . Crying , falling , my world has been crushed , destroyed . Life wasn't going so perfect as planned .
I just want to wake up .
A Maybank and A Cameron? It's almost like a modern Romeo and Juliet. It's forbidden for them to be together. Could be the end of the world.
The stolen glances, the hidden feelings, the unspoken words, the secret meetings and the obvious hatred towards each other followed by constant conflicts and some hidden past that threatened them but there are always invisible strings tied and pulling them together no matter how hard the tides trying to pull and part them away from each other.