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Never forget me...

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Parts 15
Time 1h 10m

killingtimeanddreams

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Dan has been missing for 2 years and Phil is slowly going crazy without him. When Dan finally returns home bruised, hurt, and broken they both realise they cant live without each other for long. Back from the kidnapping Dan suffers from depression and is struggling to live with the constant horrifying memories that haunt his life. Phil tries his hardest to help but will it be enough to save them both? 
trigger warning: contains self-harm and depressing thoughts. 
DO NOT READ if you are likely to get hurt by these things.
I do not promote self harm or anything like this and I really hope that if you do these things talk to people about it. please. Anyways hope you enjoy my first phanfiction. I apologise if its bad but just a heads up if you hate it :) xAll Rights Reserved

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