The ones from above blessed you with a normal life. A life maybe not many would be jealous of, but a life that you yourself were comfortable and satisfied with.
Being raised purely by your mother, your father died long before your birth, but that did not sadden you. For you had the chance to be raised together with another child, the child of your mother's best friend. As you and the boy grew up, you were inseperable in the women's eyes. Though being raised together meant that the both of you got mistreated by the other children in the village.
But that didn't bother you at least, for you had each other. And that's all that mattered for you. The boy seemed to share the same opinion, yet he still seeked acceptance from the other children in the village, one that you tried to helped him achieve. Mark the word, "tried".
Years went by, you lost hope in everything as you realized you may never see your dearest childhood friend again, one that you managed to develope a liking for. He disappeared the night your hearts became one, or so you thought at least. From then on, you've been all on your own, choosing to escape to Midgar and starting your life anew there after your hometown Nibelheim burned down to shreds.
Barely being able to survive in either the slums or upper plate, the constant nightmares haunting you every night, keeping you from falling asleep, the constant worry over having to think of where to spend the night... you've managed to execute most of your worries, but some will simply not let you be in peace.
English is not my native language, so please don't be too harsh with me ^^;
Will contain sensitive subjects! Anxiety, depression/depressive thoughts, suicidal thoughts, life risking actions, loosing the will to live etc. If you find any of these subjects sensitive, PLEASE STOP READING.
No schedule on when the updates will appear, I'll simply update the story whenever I'll feel inspired. I want this story to be good, not an half-assed story.
Promise you'll catch me; & don't let me down. Or at least not drop me on my face, like the last one did. Guys are so unpredictable, untrustworthy, easily bored, and always find a way to disappoint you. Not this one though! "Sometimes the things you need are right under your nose, and you'll miss them if you don't pay attention." That is what my mom always said anyway. Who knew she was right all along.
Snapping out of my own thoughts I opened my eyes and he was still there. Down on one knee staring up at me, waiting on an answer.
But why me? I ignored you, made you chase me, then brought drama into your life, bombarded you like a soldier on the front line, and invaded your life! Worked my way in like a flea. Yet you love me? REALLY?
My hand balled into a fist and went flying before I could think.
All I can say is you bet not let me down!
Do not be like the others!
Do not embarrass me!
I'm giving my all to you, leaving it all in your hands...
"Ouch!"
Ok. Let's do this!
I'm not sure how to put these feeling into words so the poetry and song titles are to help you feel what I am feeling as much as possible. This might get a little steamy at times!
Hope you enjoy.
Also this is a first draft so please excuse any mistakes, thanks!