In the end, I still love you.

Do you know how it feels to be lost?
To be out of place?? To be hurt by someone who said they never will? To have no destination? To be stuck inside the world you hate? To be treated like a trash?? To be treated like your existence doesn't matter? To be scared to be loved? To have this traumatic scenarios in your head that everyone will just come and go? Do you know how much it hurts to let go? When you're really not ready to cut the ties? Well I do. Not until, I opened my eyes that there will always be somebody out there who's willing to do whatever it takes just to proved that the love they had for us is genuine.. that it's real, that to loved and be loved is one of the most amazing thing in this world. But, life is full of surprises. He also left, but this time... with no promises that we will see each other again.... and since that day, all my hope dies.