Wasted Love

Every great love story ends in tragedy but it's not like they were even in such a romantic relationship to start with. It's devastating that after almost 5 years of being foolishly committed to him, unrequitedly, it has come to this. It ended in tragedy.

But isn't the best way to be immemorial is to feel pain, dire and egregious enough to carve anguish and trauma for perpetuity.

Jimin had this thought for a while.

Maybe the reason that it hurts this much was that he hoped too much, he believed to his reveries too much. Maybe it hurts this much because he was his great love.

Maybe he loved him too much, gave out too much. Way too much to the point where it completely wrecked himself.

Maybe...

But what if the reason all of this happened was that there's someone out there that could make him feel better. Someone who will make him feel more loved, make him feel important and cherished?

Someone who will make him realize why it can't be Taehyung. Why can't Taehyung love him back the same way he loves him... because it was him all this time.

Maybe, just maybe...

everything that has happened to him, the rejections, the pain, and the anguish that he had felt all this time, all of them was worth it because it's him.

It was worth it all because, at the end of it all, it was him who awaits him in front of the altar.

Because it will be him with who he'll share vows and spend the rest of his life.