My Thoughts Carry Me Away (short chapters)
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Ongoing9m
Last published Fri, Apr 24, 2015
I close my eyes and plug my headphones in as The 1975 wraps me up and drifts me away from here, taking me to city life. To freedom and to expression. To what I want most. But it's over before it starts as I open my eyes and look at my surroundings. I lay on my back with only my mattress between the floor and myself. My room is an absolute and utter disaster around me and I'm too lazy to do something about it. There are dried tears in my eyes and empty promises on my lips. I sigh as I continue to ignore the messages continuing to make my phone buzz and play the next song, letting my thoughts carry me away.
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