Red is the feelings I had for you; red is the lack of emotions I have. Red is the end of my life
• I love you dad even though you never said those words to me.
• I love you mom, more than you know, you tried to be there for me but that wasn't enough.
• I love you friends, you guys tried to bring joy to my life, but i just couldn't take it anymore
• And finally, I love you color red, you will always be the inspiration that made me do this.
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It's quite hard to be a teenager, life gets complicated as it is now, you're in that phase of your life where you neither an adult nor a child, you're just in between, most of us were never taken seriously. "You're just overreacting, you're such a drama queen, just deal with it, suck it up and man up" that's some of the words from people that I believe were going to be there for me but weren't.
I am trying you have no idea.
Axel, Jude, and Polet are three friends with very secretive lives. Branching off into separate experiences, they all somehow connect eventually, their secrets will cross paths. But one secret will produce the heaviest consequence, resulting in the intentional loss of one's life. Who will it be? What were the playing factors?
"I felt as if I didn't belong,
And I felt as if i'm not sick enough"
Alfie struggles with the concept of food. He loves it, he hates it and just wants to find peace with it and within himself. He wants to make up with his body, his mind but he's lost all control so he's finding it hard to live.
Alfie Hailo, a 16 year old swimmer, has been struggling with food since the age of 13. His parents put him in dance class when he was 6 but he was getting bullied as he got older, so decided to quit and choose a more 'masculine' sport.His father also left the family home 2 years prior and has been struggling to understand why. He has amazing friends, and an amazing family who love and care for him dearly but, he doesn't feel this. He feels like he has to be perfect. With the pressure of school, and having to keep up to the social norms of a professional swimmer, it's hard for Alfie to concentrate. He needs the help. And to do this, Alvin helps. Alvin helps him find his worth, take control, and makes his life easier, or so he seems.
His best friends, Killian and Ruby, know Alfie inside and out. They know his family life, school life. And this is because Alfie is a simple person. He has never had a detention, nor has he been expelled. He's a straight A student with no history of alcohol or drug abuse. Will they suspect anything? How will Alfie proceed with his excruciating pain. Will he cover it up or will he find the courage to speak up and seek help?