Changes

Now, yes I still have no clue what the definition of love is but I do know for sure that I
fell for Lucas Reign. Not only was he the most handsome boy I have ever laid
eyes on, but he challenged me. He showed me that I’m not who my mother
convinced me I was but that I am my own person. He showed me that taking the
straight, clear path is not always the right way to go and that taking a chance
and going down the dangerous, rocky path is the better way to travel through
life. Lucas didn’t just teach me how to have fun and take risks, he taught me
that I shouldn’t be living my life trying to impress people; that the only
person who needs to be happy in the long run is me.
Love is a complicated thing, yet, we obsess and yearn over it our whole lives. No one really understands how or why I grew to love Lucas. But, like he taught me, “Sometimes you just have to look around, take a deep breath, and say ‘fuck it.’”