"Diary" entry 42: hopes peak,so..cool yet so frightening if your actually GOING there I'm so FUCKING SCARED, man why do people even like me I was made fun of so much when I was a kid BUT NOW THEY LIKE ME BECAUSE I PLAY GAMES?! I tell a joke?"cool, can you play a game now?"WHEN I WAS A KID I WAS MADE FUN OF FOR LIKING COMICS WHEN I WAS GIRL I WAS PUSHED AROUND MADE FUN OF SO.MUCH. I THOUGHT I WAS WORTHLESS I WOULD HAVE DARK CIRCLES FROM NOT SLEEPING AND CRYING SO MUCH BUT PEOPLE MADE FUN OF ME FOR IT. INEVER.GOT THE CHILDHOOD I WANTED HELL I NEVER GOT A CHILDHOOD. FUCK EVERYONE BUT MY DAD MY LITTLE BROTHER AND MR.BROWN.....Damn that was a vent. I've lost 2/3 of those people that I love. all I have is Mr brown I hope I make friends at hopes peak