hello, I'm Nicholas and I'm a writer. Over the years I've been through shit and have been through a few things and so I write about them and their effects. My goal is to raise awareness and help people understand the different effects these things/trauma can have on people, how it's different for everyone and how I cope with it. Here are some things to look out for if you plan on reading this book of poetry? free writing? I don't know, my thoughts i guess. The why's, the what's, the how's, the reasons, the excuses, the trauma. content warning: self-harm (many, not limited to cutting, abusive relationships (emotional), smoking.), sexual assault, (grooming/molesting/rape), derealization, dissociation, BDSM, Self-hatred, PTSD, BPD, MDD, GAD, insomnia.
I hope you understand a bit better about these things as you read, or maybe it brings you comfort to know you are not alone. whatever your feelings are, or what you're going through, I just wanted to remind y'all, you matter.
Also: try to keep it organized but the dates are generally going to be all over the place. Okay, thank you! Oh and, im working on a cover, for now have this quick thing I made.
تجمع بين الماضي القديم البسّيط ب احلامه المنفرِده
و ابطالنا 'الغُروب ، الشُروق' بين تراث الماضي تجتمع قصص ايجابيه و سلبيه على مشاعرَك انا كاتبه لا أحمَل المشاَعر الكافّيه بُمجرد نقل روَايه من وحي الخيَال احمَل خياَل واسع لا يُشابَه الواقع وأن شابه الواقع فهُو غير مقصُود اتمنى لُكم رحلّه مليِئه بالمشاَعر و المُوده و السرُور
الماضي:
الازم تعيش الذل و الانكسار
هاذا وعدً مني م دمت حيً
الحاضر:
معي تعيش الفرح و السرور
هاذا وعدً مني م دمت حيً
عـمـل بـقــلم الـكـاتـبـهٌ ' دُره'
الغروب و الشروق هل ممكن يجتمعون
*الـنـقـل أُو ألاقـتـبـاس قد
يُسبب مُـسـائـلـه قـانـونـيـة!*
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