Bound to my Nightmares (Part 3)

⚠️Read Disaster After the Cruise first⚠️

This is not how my life should be. I should be getting married; I should be starting a family with the man I truly love. Why am I here? Is it my fault? I wish I had died on that cruise. If I had died, all of my friends might still be alive. It's my fault, all of it. No matter what I do, he always finds me. No matter how far I run, he will always be ten steps ahead of me. I'm sorry to everyone who has gotten hurt because of me. I'm sorry, Ruby, Grace, Hazel, Ariel, Bryson-- All of you. But Xavier, I'm sorry to you most of all. There's no way out; this is my life. No one can save me, but I will save them. Even if it means I can never be happy.