Some kind of Real Thing

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An open letter to the person that told me he likes me, on Christmas Eve. 

(Things I would never tell you because I still can't understand them myself.)

((And because they would hurt you))All Rights Reserved

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January 11th 1:32am Thoughts
Sun, Jan 11, 2015

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January 11th 1:32am Thoughts
Sun, Jan 11, 2015

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How can one mistake of gender can break me. How is it that the only person to ever truly love me for me, now despises me. I can not even imagine what he'd think if he'd seen me now. I always knew love was a joke and now I'm living proof. I'm a big fat liar and I am now alone. (I understand this is cliche and like so many others, but I don't care. I tried to make it interesting, but if it's not I'm sorry. Please enjoy though.)

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞" 𝘽𝙊𝙊𝙆 1

"Damn, I'm hooked."

Trust; don't trust anyone, why do you care, what do you want, why do you trust me, I love you, I'm in love, you have a choice, I chose you, you look magnificent, I'm sorry, sorry, goodbye...... This is a dream, I'm in sweven. Open your eyes.......

How can you love me when You don't know how to love? Are you afraid to love? How can you make me fall for you when you don't even love yourself.

I've gone through nothing but hell these last four years. Being treated like an outsider because Brayden, the school's most popular boy... He chose me! I couldn't believe it! But I played it off like I didnt feel the same for four years. He liked me from middle school to sophomore year. By the time I sent him the letter I was always too scared to send, he had a girlfriend nobody knew about and... As you probably guessed... He didn't want me anymore.

I HATE YOU but I LOVE YOU by KinnlovePorche

hate at the same time love... ❤️

| 𝐚𝐡 • 𝐠𝐚𝐡 • 𝐩𝐚𝐲 | 𝟏. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞; 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞. sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ | ᴍᴀʏ 𝟾 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸 ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ | ᴍᴀʀᴄʜ 𝟸𝟺 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟺

"...now I'm falling..."

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥, 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬.

I'm A Big Fat Liar

How can one mistake of gender can break me. How is it that the only person to ever truly love me for me, now despises me. I can not even imagine what he'd think if he'd seen me now. I always knew love was a joke and now I'm living proof. I'm a big fat liar and I am now alone. (I understand this is cliche and like so many others, but I don't care. I tried to make it interesting, but if it's not I'm sorry. Please enjoy though.)

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