koi no yokan

koi no yokan: the feeling of imminent love where you know you two are meant to love each other sometime in the future. you're not sure when but you know it'll happen eventually.

If I started to write my feelings down then maybe I wouldn't be so overwhelmed every time I saw him around. Maybe if I transferred my heart onto the pages of this book then I wouldn't need to deal with the consequences of having emotions and I could just keep the same stoic look on my face without having to worry about any feelings leaking through.