Accismus | Beomjun

accismus (n)
- feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it.

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"I could hold your hand in public. Something he couldn't do."

He brings his free hand to Beomgyu's cheeks, "I can wipe your tears and I can stay with you for as long as you want me to. Something he didn't have the guts to do."

Yeonjun places a hand ontop of Beomgyus, playing with his fingers. "And you can actually come to me when you need someone. I think I can be way better, Beomgyu."

(Beomgyu's going through the motions: he broke up with his boyfriend, let his sworn enemy (exaggerated) comfort him, and then proceeded to fall for said enemy. But, apparently that's not all.)

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I'm excited for this one ngl. The first chapter is a sneak peek, and I'd love for ppl to just tell me if it's okay because, really, I don't even know it myself. And.. if it is okay? I might start posting more?? I guess. Maybe. Yeah. (I ended posting more obv)

WARNINGS : there will be emotional abuse in this. emotional manipulation, to be specific, but it won't get physical (I think. Just pls be aware of it). Other than that, not a lot of things are .. bad? It depends. It's rarely mentioned though.
That's all I've gotta say.

PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️ (I hate this story it's so...... bad. But I don't want to delete it. It's definitely not my best work)

Enjoy the fic :)

Started: May 19, 2022
Published: May 21, 2022
Ended: January 1, 2023