" If you're strong enough
to take that blade
and draw it across your skin.
If you're strong enough
to take those pills and swallow
them when nobody's home.
If you're strong enough
to tie that rope and hang
it from the ceiling fan.
If you're strong enough
to jump off that bridge,
my friend.....
You are strong enough, to live. "
"Who are you?" I asked him but instead of answering my question he suddenly grabs my hand and pulls me for a run. I don't know where he will bring me but to my surprised, I let him.
We run away from something I don't know. I just know that there is something that was pulling me through a deep unknown darkness. But he was there and now we are running away. I don't know who he is yet I trusted him with all my life. For that instant, I knew my heart belongs to him.
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"I didn't mean to love you yet I love you so much I cannot hold you so tight." I said those words and I couldn't stop myself not to feel the bitterness of the truth we are going to face. But still I hold her hand even though I know that it isn't right.
We run and I save her. Yet, I don't know it was the beginning and I don't want to find out the ending. Still, the end is near and I cannot hold her even though my heart already belongs to her.