My thoughts on your screen

I've always loved writing even if I'm not good at it.

Guys if this ever does get published or even if this is a random person going through my phone who just happened to come along this I'm gonna give you a HEFTY TRIGGER WARNING!!!! ESPECIALLY FOR 1-5!!!

This is basically a vent for me and I do not hold back. I cant put my thoughts into words so I've written them down and it's really dark.

A lot of these are old and I look back and cringe, but this is an old book I've written in this as early as 2020 so I would've been around 17-18ish. But this is what I was feeling at that time, so much so that I couldn't sleep and HAD to write it down. Again it's depressing but maybe you just need to know you're not alone.

You matter and if no one loves you, I do :)

Also I'm not a poet and this is not poetry (Ik it's in poetry idk where else to put it), at least I'm not trying to make it that way. Whenever I write in this I write in the way I'm speaking it in my head. So if there's a ... make sure to pause if there is italics, whisper it. And if somethings bold Emphasize it. And I know it's spacing is kind of in a poetry way, that's not on purpose, I'm trying to get you to speak it the way I am in my head. But hey maybe that is poetry?

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK