Help me, please!!! ( Harry Potter BoyxBoy fanfic )

Harry Potter. Do you know what really happened in his life? What if he was an abused little gay boy putting on the 'Golden Boy' act? What will happen to him? Will he ever get a better life? * Takes place after Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone ~Author Note~ I don't own Harry Potter or any of his books; J. K. Rowling does. This is my fanfiction story, though. This is a boy/boy relationship story. There is mentions of harsh physical, emotional, sexual, and self abuse. There is cussing. You have been warned!