These feelings I have are foreign, and unexplored. These feelings are ones I shouldn't have for her sake and for mine.
But she plays with my heartstrings so painfully, without even knowing. These feelings I have.... They shouldn't be, I've tried so hard to push them aside, so that I can help her confess to the man that I know has her heart. But when she looks at me, and my heartbeat picks up I'm reminded of all the things I can't have. Because I am me, and I am a girl, and she is in love with another that is a man.
But her eyes are like honey and her voice is like silk, and when she smiles at me I forget all the bad, and I just want to forever live in this moment for the time that I can. For these emotions that I feel need to go, but my heart yearns for her... but in this life time and perhaps the next I must watch from the side as she falls into love with another that isn't me...
And I can't help but feel that life would have been easier had I been born a man.
- Credit to the artist for the cover, if you wish for me to remove it please feel free to reach out I'll gladly find a new cover photo <3 -
"When life seems too great, there's always something dark hiding in the shadows. Even the most joyful person can be hiding the their darkest thoughts. When you lose someone that you love it's painful, but when that person loses themself, that's worse. A different kind of pain."
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"The more time you waist trying to be what others want you to be, the more you lose yourself" - Pooja Mamta Meena
I DO NOT own Encanto or any of its characters!! I only came up with this story idea.