Nagkagusto lang naman ako sa lalaking gusto ko. But I never thought of getting married right away, getting married is a very important thing for me. Because one mistake I'm getting married to the person I want. I should be happy because I will marry the person I want. But kabaliktaran, Hindi masaya ang kasal namin may mga kasinungalingan na tinatag, palaging umaasa na sana ako naman ang piliin. Dahil sa tuwing walang pumipili sa kanya ako ang nandoon para piliin siya. Pero iba ang na nakikita niya. Is this my destiny? Having a sad life in our marriage? Will he choose me too? Is it a sin to love the person you love? I sacrificed my studies, I was happy just so that he could accept that I was his wife. Is our marriage okay? Or am I just his wife on paper? This is the story of my married life. Anastasia Ashford.