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Dark Clouds (English Version)

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Parts 10
Time 1h 3m

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"You are okay?" the man asked in a gentle tone.

But I couldn't answer it, the question made me feel even more confused about my own life. It's been years, the wound is still clearly stored in my heart. The wound won't fade no matter how far I go. Crying alone is not enough to fade the wound. 

I was like a jelly that shattered when thrown from the fourteenth floor, my soul collapsed in an instant, from then on there was no more happiness for me other than them and a man who is now wasting my life, he has possessed me. He poisoned my brain and I can only sigh. Struggling to let it go. However, the wound is getting wider. 

I am like a child running after a kite under the dark clouds with its lightning. And inside my heart is always screaming, "Everything will be fine, and always will be okay!"All Rights Reserved

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