You dont have to be scared anymore (cross sans x human nightmare )

The characters are not mine but the storyline is!

i dont wish this pain on anyone, this suffocating pain, the burning in your chest and throat because you just want to cry, you want to scream but you cant let it out. how blind ive become, i need to hold her. she looked up, her eyes puffy and red from crying, her face strained, it looked like she wanted to say more but couldnt get it out. i grabbed her by the arm, and pulled her to me, in my last minute decision, i moved to her, and kissed her. i didnt know how else to show her, to tell her, damn it, i really did love her, im just now realizing why i chased after her for so long, her eyes widened and but slowly eased into it, closing her eyes, finally she stopped crying, when i pulled away from the kiss, i gently moved to lay her head on my shoulder, holding her close i whispered. "im sorry"

WARNING: suicidal thoughts and action, sexual content, torture and mentions of torture.
If any of this triggers you please DO NOT READ