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Last published Sun, Mar 1, 2015
Can you see me?
Or am I a gosht?
How can I know?
I thought you could see love.
But I forgot I love you and you don't love me. How can I get you to see me?
Why her why not me I know more about you. I have known you longer I have tried and you shot me down.
Why can't I get a guy to like me for me not just that one thing. I'm not fake I'm true and caring I don't see why I can't get a guy. Wait could it be I don't like guys they are mean they are dogs. I like to hang with them just be me Im not like other girls and guys I can't help it that I think I like girls and guys. I love way how I can go to "girl" for help to talk to to be happy and how we can just talk about girl stuff though a lot if girls like that I love the way they make me feel. Now I see I wasn't in love with him I was just mad he has a girlfriend. And I like a another person a girl someone a guy can't steel or hurt cause she is mine I'll make sure of it love is crazy but it won't make me crazy.
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