It was always under repair - his heart, his aches, his feelings. As Zayn walked down the old lanes covered in moss, he felt himself a petal falling out from the flower, which was always looked after by someone, and that someone was not there anymore. He felt the count decreasing - from five to six, then to two, and now to zero, just like him. Despair, what to call it more, he asked it enough times, not knowing how to answer. " We will figure this out " - the compromised words, " You are the quiet one " the giggled conversations, it was not there anymore... To travel down Wolverhampton, to go in search of that someone whom he lost, to find the broken pieces and fix himself, Zayn found darker, greyed-out sceneries, and scattered memories. He remembered wrapping his arms around Liam, running down the Bradford sideways arm in arm, how his Dad used to pat his shoulders, and many more. Will he be able to accept the change he beholds, will that someone be able to accept Zayn?
Zayn comes from a poor home, and is the first of his family to go to university, he works hard day and night to keep his scholarship and doesn't care what anyone else thinks of him. Not even Liam, the jock who he is unwillingly forced to share a dorm room with. Liam is the complete opposite of Zayn, he likes to have a good time and always has his mind on football. Their differences set them apart and they fight about everything, they are definetly not made to live together. Most of their quarrels then lead to full blown arguments and a lot of yelling and anger.
But then they find another way to take their anger out on each other, which brings out feelings the two never knew they had. As their rocky relationship twists and turns into something real, Zayn finds himself shying away from the boy who has shown him nothing but mixed signals and is constantly asking himself, was it all a mistake?