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I learned much too late that what you called love was nothing but a desperate and irrational fear of a life lived alone.
    
    
    
    
    
    
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"There were times of hardship when people forget the courage they need to keep fighting; and survive. But I think as long as we have something or someone to believe in, to keep close in our hearts, courage will never truly leave us. We only have to reach deep in our heart to find it." I never thought I was going to escape my abusive parents. I could no longer see that one light at the end of my tunnel. I was trapped, no way to escape. You would never believe that one trip to the New York Hospital could change my life drastically, and not in the way you guys are thinking. Not negatively, but positively. Thanks to my Doctor and his son, I could finally say goodbye to my dark past and say hello to my bright future involving a massive emotion... LOVE. So, Maybe... There is a Happy Ending.

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After the storm [Finished] by NathLeeSeo

I really loved him but everything fell apart that day. It's not like I didn't know what was going on; I knew it, deeply in my mind, I knew it. And just when I thought my heart was settling down again, Ryan came into my life. Little did I know that I had just been in the eye of the storm. How to fix a broken heart? A wounded soul? How are you supposed to keep going when your world is falling apart? Faith and conviction. "Both looked at each other's eyes a new that, this time, it was meant to be".

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