everything i wanted- DNF Fanfiction
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MatureOngoing2h 23m
Last published Sat, Feb 18, 2023
USED TO BE 'COMPULSION'
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Clay can get obsessive sometimes. When he's placed in the school of his dreams, he's met with a challenge that soon turns into an uncontrollable urge of love and lust that only escalates in the form of music, especially off campus.
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Kinda like a mixture of You(the Netflix series) and a high school drama except with less death.
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Description and warnings are prone to change.
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Includes obsession, stalking, smut, photos without consent, inappropriate / perverted behavior and language, slurs, sexual assault, themes of torture, etc.
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All chapters are the titles of songs that I greatly enjoy. They can also give you a bit of an idea as to what the chapter will be about if you know the song. I suggest listening to songs as you read this book :)
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Cover art by mxcchii on Instagram
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