"When he loses the one person he did nothing but looked up to from the moment he was born, his older brother, who in a way was his father, mother and best friend. Yes they fought like cats and dogs at times and have disagreements (what siblings don't) but when it came down to it they would have done anything for one another-they would have died to protect the other. And now, his older brother, mentor was gone, was gone so far far away that the only thing that was left was his memories through the times they have spent together. Now Sam had to pick up from where they left off and learn to live love and laugh without his brother, without the being that made him the person he was today.. the strong soldier who was ready for any battle that came his way, no matter what. Good or bad he was ready with a smile plus everything in his power to fight the good fight no matter how he was feeling, he knew never to give up and this was all thanks to his older brother and this was now what he was going to take with him as he fought his way through life on his own until the day he met him.. again. Everyday he missed him from the moment he lost him in his arms till this very day. This is a dairy from Sam himself as he picks up from the moment his brother left him till the year goes on.."