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My Understandings

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Parts 8
Time 51m

Reads 36
Votes 1
Parts 8
Time 51m

Mature

alan ashby austin carlile love

**WARNING Contains Self-harm and foul language** I looked into his eyes, the pain he saw I couldn't have hid any longer. It came in streams of crimson down my wrists and thighs as he cried in the small bathroom holding me. My eyelids getting a little heavier with each breath I took as he screamed for help. (previously on Quotev.com moved here)All Rights Reserved

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Sweet Odium [BL] by icebluecamellia

"Shoot, bastard." He grinned like a maniac. I put my finger on the trigger. I already had to live with the weight of having murdered two people. One more didn't make a difference. I had to push all feelings back and face reality... I needed to kill him to survive.

Save Me by LunarDivinity

I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.

TBI Pt3 Hollow by kazoomelikeyouhateme

His body and eyes were hollow. I did not write this. Donut wrote this and gave me permission to post it. I have edited and censored the original version for less intense content.

Set My Whole World On Fire (Austlan Cashby) by theboywhocouldfly31

When Alan can't take the pain any longer, Austin Carlile steps into the picture and changes his world forever. WARNING: TRIGGERING

Ruin (boyxboy) by alltime-potato

"I'm sick, Alan, really sick." Sometimes when you think it's the end, it's only the beginning. Austin thought he could save me, but in giving me everything, he ruined me. Because after one kiss, one touch, I couldn't - I wouldn't ever be the same. Especially since in the end, he won't be here. College sucks, specifically if you're, depressed, dying and in love.

The night I saved you||karlnap by Cheese_andcrackers

no spoiler STOP READING THIS I'M CRYING. This is my first actual book (IM BEGGING YOU STOP READING THIS) Massive TW attempted suicide,self harm,eating disorder,abuse,alcohol mentions. thanks to @crayolaeatsfrogs for helping me

Remember to never forget an Casby fic(kinda) by FancyInBlack

I opened my eyes to see tall trees above me, whatever I was lying on was really uncomfortable. A sharp pain filled my head and everything was fuzzy. Where am I? I thought. I stood up and suddenly fell back down because my legs were shaking so much making my head hurt even more if that was even possible. After a couple of try's I finally got up and started walking more into the park. I couldn't think strait, all I could picture is what was right in front of me. After what felt like an eternity I came to what seemed like the end if the park and I saw a building and sitting on the stars was a tall man with lots of tattoos staring down at his phone. He looked sad, maybe he can tell me where I am. I started slowly towards him not noticing the trail of blood I had been leaving behind me.

Room 116 (Austin Carlile + Alan Ashby) by anotheryvu

Homophobia and two boys kissing. (Austin Carlile + Alan Ashby)

Gone. by xxANNAxx9

One day she just disappeared you could say. Physically she was there but she wasn't fully there. But then he disappeared. And he was there just not physically. Warning: Rape and self harm included. If you can't handle this I advise you to NOT read this. Thank you.

My Shining Armor. (Salvis) by iixkait

He stared into my eyes with disbelief. I could tell he was thinking, "you crazy fucking kid." I kept my head high as my neck continued to bleed. Warnings: Abuse Cursing F slur Blood Suicidal Thoughts

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Sweet Odium [BL] cover

TBI Pt3 Hollow cover

Set My Whole World On Fire (Austlan Cashby) cover

Ruin (boyxboy) cover

The night I saved you||karlnap cover

Remember to never forget an Casby fic(kinda) cover

Room 116 (Austin Carlile + Alan Ashby) cover

My Shining Armor. (Salvis) cover

Sweet Odium [BL]

"Shoot, bastard." He grinned like a maniac. I put my finger on the trigger. I already had to live with the weight of having murdered two people. One more didn't make a difference. I had to push all feelings back and face reality... I needed to kill him to survive.