Once You Go Black
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Last published Mon, Jan 12, 2015
Once You Go Black is a story about how life is after becoming "black" as in "dark life". You may have heard about anorexia, cutting, binging, and etc, but this book breaks down the how, what, and why of journey where each step you take the one behind fades. This is why some may say
"There is no escape".
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