incandescent (3.)
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Complete, First published Mar 13, 2022
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"I want to love you again, but I don't know how. Maybe I'm not like the moon. The moon is pure, an incandescent light in the midst of bitter darkness. 

I have never been that forgiving."

WARNING: This is Book Three. If you have not read "affluenza" and "evanescence" go read them now or you will be very confused! (i promise they're pretty good.)

It's been three years since the summer everything changed drastically for Braylen Adams-since his diagnosis, since he fell in love, since he had to let that love go. When Romano De Carlo returns from his three year stay in Italy, he attempts to reconcile with a heartbroken Braylen who is still sore from a mysterious, fiery breakup that occurred two years prior. Will he be able to win him back? 

Or will things stay the same, after all?
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