(Modern AU) The inevitable impact of trauma that Ayato had when he lost both of his parents affected the person who has both parents present but never on her side. She was forced to dress and act manly because of her mother's trauma. Ayato fell in love with this person without knowing her true gender. In the end, would he still accept her regardless of her gender? *Book cover is from Twitter: picky92964454 *Kamisato Ayato x Fem Reader (but uses he/him pronouns since they don't know your true identity) *This fanfic was written before Ayato's release in the game. *Not a self-insert but uses "you" pronouns (Second point of view) *The mc or y/n has a name in this fanfic for the plot (since she's a gender bender) *Please drop the this if you don't like a fic without mentioning the word "y/n" Gender bender (noun) - a person who dresses and behaves like a member of the opposite sex. Tw: mention of blood, obsessive/yandere, foul words We always chase for Ayato so why not let him chase us here in this fic?