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Year after year.
Month after month.
Day after day.
I ended up alone.
I was ignorant.
I was so wishful.
'Cale.... You know it's useless...'
Yeah. I know.
But I just... Want to..
Please... Can someone make me disappear?
'Being alive is the best' I used to say this.
But now I'm wishing for my death.
Trigger warning : depressed/suicide(?) thoughts.
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