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this isn't forever.

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milkisspoiltrotten

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basedonmylife comingofage drama inspired lgbt mentalhealth music school teen teenagers teendrama transgender trauma unreliablenarrator

after a suicide attempt, 
a young man reflects 
on the events following 
his attempt, 
as he tries to survive school, 
relationships, and 
his 17th year of living. 
when you're sick, however, 
things don't always go as planned...





concept: nov. 2020
rating: 15 and up (U DONT CARE THO)
premiere: mar. 31st, 2022
fin: not yet! :D (I NEED TO WRITE I KNOW)All Rights Reserved

basedonmylife comingofage drama inspired lgbt mentalhealth music school teen teenagers teendrama transgender trauma unreliablenarrator

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Rock Bottom (BL) by devyn_writes

ORION GRAVES has always been on top. A straight-A, high honors student. Top of his class on the path to valedictorian and an Ivy League school. Until suddenly, that all changes. Orion was outed as transgender at his old school, and became victim to relentless harassment. Not to mention that in June of his junior year, his mother lost her battle with cancer. Now, he must move in with his father-whom he hasn't seen since his parent's divorce when he was 8. Moving all the way from Red, California to Lakeview, Maine, he has to start from the very beginning. But, as he starts his senior year in a brand-new school he's quick to learn that it's not going to be easy to get back on top, nor keep his head down and stay under the radar like old times. Because there's Caleb. CALEB MITCHELL, the star child of Lakeview. Honored for being so well-rounded he probably shouldn't get too close to a hill. Not only that, but he's nice. And funny. And surprisingly good-looking. And Orion's new best friend. But Caleb's lost someone too, and is struggling just as much; this perfect kid suddenly not so perfect anymore. He's got his own demons, and pressures, and a heavy depression holding him back. And yet, through these shared struggles, their friendship somehow manages to blossom into something so much more sacred. ---------- Cover and story by me, @collin_writes / @coolsaige (youtube) Official Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2XONF7xeRhcFwDBWpbxmsB?si=7s4Whhq-RlewQIiya3UwQw

𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍 . . . 𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐱 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐥 by gryffinwhorez

in which nessa dempsey gets a box of tapes delivered to her doorstep from her late friend that are absolutely guaranteed to change her life completely. thirteen reasons why, seasons 1 & 2 alex standall x fem! oc ©gryffinwhorez 2024

𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ², ʲᵘˢᵗⁱⁿ ᶠᵒˡᵉʸ by -kaywritess

*SLOW UPDATES* ❛ we were too close to the stars, i never knew somebody like you, somebody. falling just as hard, i'd rather lose somebody than use somebody. ❜ ꒰ 📼 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇... ꒱ ↷🖇 madelyn jensen attempts to move on with her life, but it ends up being increasingly more difficult when the world seems to be pinned against her... OR justin foley would do anything to have the girl that he loves, finally be his once again. ❪ sequel to softcore ❫ ❪ justin foley x fem!oc ❫ ❪ 13 reasons why, seasons three & four ❫ ❪ ©-kaywritess 2023 ❫

Darkville: Volume 3: Death Is A Powerful Thing by Damiana_PrideandLove

"It seems you nearly died," Clarice says. "Be carful what you eat." Series description: A girl was tested on and escapes and makes friends on the way running into monsters and creepy mysterious around the new school she goes to and the town she lives in. Many missing people, many deaths and yet people think shes the reason why, why? ⚠️Many different types of triggers exist in this book and the series gets more mature as it goes on but stays 16+, as in maybe pg from volume 1 to now and it only stops at 16+.⚠️ @Copyright 2024

Their Destiny- Tyrus AU (completed) by casualgrazer

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Consumed by serendipitymira

"The guilt consumed her." "You pick me up when I fall. But this time, you couldn't pick me up, so God did." A group of friends who decide to move into a house together. Everything seemed to be fine, until one of the friends let his true colors show. The friends drop one by one. Like flies. Romance, drama, and running from a killer. Who's going to make it out alive? Don't mind the spelling and punctuation errors, this was made awhile ago! Written by: Amira Ouahabi and Hannah Shimpeno Started in January, finished in June of 2022.

Alter-native by SupIAmMark

Everybody has secrets; me, you, them? everyone has their deepest secrets. Some of the doesn't even consider it as secrets, it is as clear as what you see but nobody cares until everyone really does care. But... why do they care? why do you all sudden care? Are you too curious about somebody's secret life because you yourself also has something to hide? Like what? Obsession? Addiction? Guilty Pleasure? Everything is getting judged and by that everything comes out eventually so why be curious about somebody else's? People in the world struggles a lot for what they want, what they like and what they need and that is how their life is, nobody can be blamed if there are people against but why would we spend time knowing more about what you already know? Is it more than judgement? Is it something more than curious or it is really because you are interested? Its either those 3, maybe those are the stages and you are slowly turning obsessed. Mind you, everything you see in school are the faces you see only in school. Everything! But there is more that lies behind the mask and if you want to know too much, its maybe cause you care even if you deny it or not. You are not widely awake in the reality unlike everybody and the world is too fake to fake yourself as the realest and the cleanest. The whole class struggles and makes it in school by having a backup or alternative plan to survive and some of them has the saddest and the riskiest ones so what do you know? what do you want to know? why would you want to know? He is pretty obvious that he is not okay but that is his life but how about you? Are you real or you have an alternate side of you that does things that you do not do in the outside? Nobody has a one side of them, everybody has their other side for their own sake so never come clean, you are already covered in mud ready to jump in. So, would you jump in to Sam, Jameson? Do you wanna know if life? Ready to accept his alternative life? Welcome to Alter-native!

ONE TIME THING ✸ Scott Reed by faistsluvrr

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SAVIOR COMPLEX , Thirteen Reasons Why by -bellz

- What if 𝙉atalia can't accept getting things thrown at her anymore? ᶜˡᵃʸ ʲᵉⁿˢᵉⁿ 𝙉atalia 𝘽exley was an ordinary girl. Her grades were good and she had good friends. The girl had never experienced anything bad, but she did know the world she lived in had been a very cruel place. No teenager or human should ever experience a life of pain and misery at such a young age, yet most do regardless. This was just another story of another deeply hurt teenager screaming at the world to change. TW : Thirteen Reasons Why touches base on Sexual Abuse, Assault, Underage drinking and use of drugs, self harm, suicide among many other real problems in the world. I won't get into any details about triggering topics. Thirteen Reasons Why Season 1 - 4 ( Fem!OC x Clay Jensen ) -bellz / 2023

Devotion by cackerlovesu

de·vo·tion /dəˈvōSH(ə)n/ noun A word or a phrase expressing love or affection. Madison Sofia Dempsey- AKA Maddy. She is 16 years old. She is the adopted daughter of Karen and George Dempsey, the older sister to May Dempsey, and the younger sister of Zach Dempsey. Maddy was adopted by the Dempsey's when she was only three years old and that's when she met the boy next door. That's when she met her best friend. Jeffery Atkins. Her Jeffy. The two were inseparable from the moment they met, you never saw one without the other. In the eighth grade the two started dating and by the time Freshman year rolled around the two were madly in love with one another. Some would say devoted to each other. Karen and George were not only devoted to showing their kids their heritage and culture but also Maddy's. Meaning Maddy is quite fluent in Spanish and knows a lot about her culture. Maddy has long brown hair, she has blue eyes with little flecks of green in them, she is 5'2 1/2 (The Half Counts!), she weighs approximately 125 lbs, and she is the captain of the cheer squad. !!!! I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE 13 REASONS WHY CHARACTERS; I ONLY OWN MADISON !!!! SOMETHINGS WILL HAPPEN OUT OF ORDER AND SOME THINGS WON'T HAPPEN AT ALL!!! Highest Rankings - #1 in 13reasonswhy #1 in libertyhighschool #9 in tapes

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Their Destiny- Tyrus AU (completed) cover

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Rock Bottom (BL)

ORION GRAVES has always been on top. A straight-A, high honors student. Top of his class on the path to valedictorian and an Ivy League school. Until suddenly, that all changes. Orion was outed as transgender at his old school, and became victim to relentless harassment. Not to mention that in June of his junior year, his mother lost her battle with cancer. Now, he must move in with his father-whom he hasn't seen since his parent's divorce when he was 8. Moving all the way from Red, California to Lakeview, Maine, he has to start from the very beginning. But, as he starts his senior year in a brand-new school he's quick to learn that it's not going to be easy to get back on top, nor keep his head down and stay under the radar like old times. Because there's Caleb. CALEB MITCHELL, the star child of Lakeview. Honored for being so well-rounded he probably shouldn't get too close to a hill. Not only that, but he's nice. And funny. And surprisingly good-looking. And Orion's new best friend. But Caleb's lost someone too, and is struggling just as much; this perfect kid suddenly not so perfect anymore. He's got his own demons, and pressures, and a heavy depression holding him back. And yet, through these shared struggles, their friendship somehow manages to blossom into something so much more sacred. ---------- Cover and story by me, @collin_writes / @coolsaige (youtube) Official Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2XONF7xeRhcFwDBWpbxmsB?si=7s4Whhq-RlewQIiya3UwQw