Tradimento

TRADIMENTO

When my infant plus family was annihilated, and had their souls perished I felt devastated. The pain of having my daughter burst into flames in my arms, was a shitty unexplainable feeling.

Hearing my aunt cry for help and mercy was heart wrenching. And the sound of my twin nephews having their organs rupture within them, was simply sickening.

But the worst part of it all was the pain. The pain that would eventually swallow me up, and chaperone me to emotional death. And as if that wasn't bad enough my husband was missing.

I searched for him for days, months, five years. Only to find out he did it, Cassius mother-fudging Ahriman butchered his whole family, overnight. "Tradimento" the Italian word for betrayal, treachery comes to mind. He charred his own child to death, his own daughter.

While severing each of my arteries, and tearing out my heart with it. Word of advice for you pitiful humans, don’t believe in love. People say they love each other only to murder, cheat, and abuse their so called “Loved one”. Honest to god"love" is just an empty statement that people toss around so carelessly. To fill the void aching in the place where their heart supposed to be.

When you say you love someone you make them feel better like you'll always be there when you won't. You won’t alway be there because you’ll die, give up, leave or do something chaotic.

Love is a four lettered lie.

I love you has eight letters well so does bullshit.

Rejection hurts, loneliness hurts, betrayal hurts. When people feel painful emotions they start to use falling in love as an excuse to escape reality. Thats how they define their reality, with love. Although love is merely a vague concept. Those who are blind to that fact are bound to fail.

Either that or I’m just a bitter, angry, cold, confused woman. Could be both though. This drunken ramble is all because I fell in love with a human...Stupid humans.