"Every night I sleep with a bitter reminder that what we have is nothing but never." We all know there's pain to expect in heartbreak, and that we become a mess with the heartache, but not a lot of people speak about their struggle to get over them in detail. In Cynthia's point of view, the first part of Loveless Lover talks about her journey in finding the truth behind her freedom from the clutches of her subconscious mind. This book is a record of how she struggled to see reality from a fantasy that enticed her for love that may never exist, all because her past love left her longing and made her missing in her own existence.