I admire you so much that every insult you threw at me was acceptable until the time came when I didn't expect those words to emerge from your mouth, from the person I didn't expect to shatter me like this.
To the boy they said he wanted everything to do with me,
I hate you for making me believe you did
To the boy that said be wanted nothing to do with me,
Thank you for making me realize I wasn't what everybody wanted
And to the boy that helped me through it all,
I'm sorry I didn't realize it was you sooner
*mature only because there's a lot of swearing